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Entry: I'm still here Sunday, May 15, 2005

Hi Everyone
Sorry for the lapse in reading/writing blogs..I'm in the recuperation mode right now.
He is gone and I am trying to clean up the leftover mess in my home, garage, basement, head and heart. I had to take the pets to a kennel in order to be sure they were safe. I took myself elsewhere to make sure I was safe.
We are back home now...the furkids and me.
Now I have a lot of work to do physically re-organizing and re-arranging and I'm trying to get that done. Taking a week off from work this week for some downtime to do these things. Learning to take care of my yard myself. For some of you that would be "what??" as if I don't know how...but no, I don't. I'm not a yard work person...learning to become one.
I'm also trying to recuperate mentally and that will take some time I'm sure. My decision to break up with him was a decision that should have been acted upon a longgggggggggg (as in years) time ago but I was a chicken shit and didn't do it. Fortunately, the cosmos intervened and someone came into my life giving me at least the guts to do this.

Thanks for listening and I'll be back after a re-grouping of my home and my head.

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	ipnot.com July 18, 2005 02:39 PM PDT nice


	Mamacita June 9, 2005 08:54 PM PDT I missed you, I'm glad you're back, and I'm sorry you've had such grief, and I hope things are better from now on.


	Scully June 9, 2005 04:04 PM PDT I'm sorry to hear things haven't gone well. But I'm glad you're working on things. And I see we both bowed out of the blog world on about the same day. I'm back now. Waiting for you.


	Name June 8, 2005 07:59 PM PDT Missed ya' girl! ((hugs)) I'm proud of you...


	Vickie June 5, 2005 05:34 PM PDT Sending you special thoughts and love. Take care you are missed here my friend.


	Heather June 2, 2005 04:02 AM PDT I hope you're doing okay - it's a hard decision to make...I did that almost a year ago and it was the best thing I ever did!


	Cecilia May 31, 2005 01:03 AM PDT It is a new chapter in your life now. I wish you all the best. Everything will be better now. Take care.


	Vickie May 25, 2005 04:16 PM PDT Stopping by to let you know you are loved, thought of and missed. Take care of YOU. Know we are here for you if you need us. You are always in my thoughts. Sending you hugs my friend.


	debby May 24, 2005 06:36 PM PDT You okay? been awhile..


	Maroux May 22, 2005 09:15 AM PDT Glad you're back :-) huggles please check your inbox when you find time lots of love


	Laura May 18, 2005 11:09 AM PDT I hope everything works out for you now.......take your time


	Little Island May 17, 2005 07:12 PM PDT Sorry that you have been having such a rough time. It sounds like you were very smart by taking yourself out of the situation. Hugs.


	zee May 17, 2005 07:09 PM PDT Take care of you. Much love and hugs for you!


	Vickie May 16, 2005 08:59 PM PDT I have been wondering what was going on and I am glad to read this post. I will keep you in my thoughts, take the time you need and we will be here for you when you return. Take care


	Chaotic Serenity May 16, 2005 08:30 PM PDT I know what you mean. I went through this too. There was so much I had to learn to do on my own but it is so rewarding! Good luck and take care of you! ((hugs))


	Mrs Darling May 16, 2005 08:23 PM PDT Thinking of you. Sometimes fresh starts are exactly what we need.


	debby May 16, 2005 05:07 PM PDT We will be here.. hugs..


	trucker bob May 16, 2005 04:18 PM PDT Welcome home! Remember, it's always darkest just before dawn.


	AbbyNormal May 16, 2005 01:08 PM PDT Thanks for the update. Here's to new beginnings!


	Bluegrass Mama May 16, 2005 07:36 AM PDT I was wondering what was up. I'll be thinking of you as you regroup and learn about yardwork. You WILL get through this!


	Margaret May 15, 2005 06:25 PM PDT I'm so glad you're back and are safe and sound. I have been thinking about you often and worrying. (I am a huge worrywart!)

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